Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Sitting around listening to the radio and what keeps coming on? Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd. That and Blurry by Puddle of Mudd. God I wish they'd play something else.


"How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground. What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here."

"I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far"

Also heard Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton, that song always makes me cry. I guess it's because it kinda rings close to home some how.

"Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in Heaven

Would you know my name,
If I saw you in Heaven?
Would it be the same,
If I saw you in Heaven?"

But one song that's really got me, is Tourniquet by Evanescene. I can see one of you guys singing it. It sort of scares me. And yet, I can belt out the lyrics just as good as Amy Lee.

i tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
i lay dying
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
i'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

i want to die!!!

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied
Christ
tourniquet
my suicide

Finding the lyrics to Adam's Song, isn't much better.

"I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone"

There's also Bother by Corey Talyor and Stonesour.

"Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds"

Disturbed's Down With The Sickness, always makes for good times. Maybe I'll listen to that when I get home. Or Condenser by Finger Eleven.
Fuel has a couple, with Hemorage(In my Hands) and of course, Bad Day.
For the snobs in the world, yeah, you people who complain about crap stuff, Gob has a song for you. Give Up The Grudge.
I exclude Josh from that above mentioned catagory, mostly because I like him.

Lately, songs that make me feel a little better have been hard to find but The Reason by Hoobastank is a good one.
3 Doors Down's Away From The Sun is also good. For people feeling alone, lost and just plain overwhelmed, they're song The Road I'm On, it's fairly decent.
Jars of Clay has good music all around, I wish I could find the CDs I've got. Lifehouse and the song Breathing are decent. More love stuff but hey, I'll take what I can get right now.
oh, hey! Angsty stuff again! Break Stuff by Limp Bizkit. Yeah. Yeah that works good. My Own Worst Enemy by Lit is right up there too.
New Found Glory's My Friends Over You seems to be a good one for those people wanting to say Fuck It to crappy relationships. Or that's my take on it anyways.
Nine Inch Nails. Closer and Deep. 'Nuff said.
Weak and Powerless by A Perfect Circle, decent song. As well as Halo, same group.
Paul Oakenfold. No, he's just all around good stuff. Every song produced and mixed by that man is great.
Rob Zombie has Living Dead Girl. Something about that song makes me want to dress Gothic/slut and dance dirty. Dunno.
The Red Hot Chili Peppers have Scar Tissue, Otherside, Californication and a few others.
Saliva's Click, Click Boom and Rest In Pieces, very good.
Scooter, German techno band, good shit.
Simple Plan's Addicted's kinda cute, though teen angsty. I find alot of that stuff, yes?
Staind. It's Been Awhile = good song.
Meant to Live by Switchfoot is great. I heard that a few weeks ago. Good stuff.
Unwritten Law. Hm... I've got a CD of their's around somewhere. Seein' Red. Yeah, that's the song.
Weezer's Island in The Sun. Happy song, i think. With those guys you never can tell.


Ya know, I kinda feel better now. Still feel bad cause I'm stuck in Bumf*ck, Alberta and all I can do it say things to try and make people feel better. Maybe it helps? Maybe not.

Peace people. I'm off.

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

Yay! It's still here!

Sadly however, I am not really on long enough these days to really update much. Quick point form breakdown will have to do.

- Work at new place now in Rimbey
- Moved to Rimbey
- have no bloody computer
- waiting for bloody computer
- bored out of mind
- have no VCR or DVD
- read every book i own twice again
- big phone bill coming this month (Eddie, that's your fault ;) )
- bored out of mind again
- running out of money
- using computers at library (blah)
- work odd hours
- sleep during day
- becoming real creature of the night
- need a new pair of pants someday perhaps
- bored yet again
- want a computer!!!!!
- thinking about more earrings
- want 'nother tattoo
- have no money
- sigh
- have chocolate
- life + chocolate = GOOD!

I go home now to get sleep. Buh bye!